Burn

Its all gone, nothing remaigns
i stand here with a chared life
it happend so fast, i didnt even try
but looking at it now, this friendship couldnt have survived

i was stupid in the dumbest of ways
thinking that im to low for you
im looking now through the faintest of haze
and realizing how much i screwed up

"i cant help it" i said
searching for reasons to leave you
but all i did was put a gun to the head
of this friendship i loved

it burned so fast, i couldnt put it out
as my feelings were bared
i just wanted to leave you alone...
so i could never hurt you again

its funny, the thing i hated the most.
hurting you...
and it seems thats all im good for
i hate it and so should you

nothing i can say i dont think could ever fix this
my heart is black and blue...
but dont ever for any length of time
think that i could stop loving you

and i stand here picking up embers
trying not to hate me
because i know that i hold the match
and i started this stupidity